MY heart dropped and now MY tummy hurts :(
always thought itd be YOU.
that WE could work through it.
now I know, I can
NEVER trust YOU.
Today I thought about calling him.
Thought about asking for
But we all know how that goes….
“SURE BABY I GOT YOU. ILL HELP YOU OUT. JUST LET ME KNOW WHEN YOU NEED IT AND ILL SEND IT TO YOU.”
20 yrs. later….
he wants to be called “DADDY” but that is title he hasnt earned.
he has a “baby girl” he has the one thing that brightens his day and its NOT the sound of MY voice or the sight of MY smile.
burn that he loves. its the feeling that he gets when its TOO much for the body to handle.
Picked Her up.
Took Her out.
her the whole time.
Was asked if something was bothering ME.
ITS MY FIRST TIME! IM NERVOUS…. IS IT GUNNA HURT?? “just a lil“
JUST SAW “FOR COLORED GIRLS” INTENSE ISNT THE WORD FOR IT….
PS. I WAS TOLD THAT I SHOULD MAKE MY LIFE INTO A BOOK SO WHY NOT START TODAY.